Records!

Bluh

I feel shitty today. The grandma of a former friend passed away yesterday and I told her that I was sorry and asked her how she was doing. I just wanted to be friendly but her response was the most ironical one ever. Like. ‘Dude, I’m doing a-fucking-mazing, fantastic, great, awesome. How do you THINK I’m doing?’

She really pissed me off, but I think she can’t help her reaction because I know how that feels when you’re sad but really, a normal answer isn’t so hard to do right?

Anyhow. I’m going for a run. It’s shark week. I’ve got cramps. I’m like super tired although I slept almost 12 hours.

A run it is. Fuck the rest of the world. It’s me-time.

Reasons to run:

• To run every bit of stress out of me
• So I stop thinking for at least 30 minutes a day
• Endorphines. Duh.
• Runner legs. Hot.
• Admiring nature, cooling down, feeling so in peace with the earth.
• To turn my can’ts into cans.
• Taking small steps to my goal
• To thank my body after years of putting shit in it
• To feel great
• To gain confidence and self-esteem
• To surprise everybody
• To make myself proud

Really, do you even need more reason next to weight loss? I could find a 100 more, but that would be boring.

New record

I ran 4K in 35 minutes. I went so fast. Driven by frustration and pain in my heart. But it’s a new record and it showed me new limits.

I’m proud.

Today’s run

• I got almost attacked by a goose. He didn’t like me… And I was on the other side of the path he was wandering :/
• It was like way too hot outside to go for a run. But I went anyway. And it went better than ever, despite the weather!
• An old man asked me if it wasn’t too hot to run, I said it wasn’t but when I came home I understood his question. I still look like a tomato.
• I feel great! I finally came to the point where running get’s magical and relaxing instead of a lot of effort.

Yay! :)